I love Christmas. As a Christian it is a celebration of the wonderful gift we were given. It has become a celebration of gift giving which can be both a blessing and a curse. Family ask me what I want and I usually fail to give them an answer (though this year I really do want a horse!) I also struggle with what to buy, and I miss the excitement of not knowing what's inside the parcels with my name on, yes, I'm a big kid. Once the gifts are brought and wrapped, my focus turns